Somehow.. I dont know why i slowly cant see who are my friends anymore..
It's like there's a big wall i front of me.. and i don't have to strength to climb over it anymore..
Trying to stop missing someone is really hard.. every time I just stop doing anything, she comes to my mind..
not only her, add all the things that pulls me down.. i'm starting to know why emo people cut themselves, maybe cause when they see the blood flowing it's the "pain" that's coming out...
sigh.. I really cant keep this up.. can i give up...?
What am i suppose to do....?
hmm.. there's someone who suddenly willing to help me.. but i keep thinking it's already to late..
and i dont want to be a disturbance to her.. my stories will only bring tears and sadness, why do i want to pass it around to people i care about..?
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