I lost a friend..

Thanks for reading my posts.. I just suddenly felt i should thank you for reading my blogs..

So far.. any comments..?

I know.. it's sad and hopeless.. but maybe.. could you try accept that there are people like me in this world..

everything and anything is against me.. all my choices are wrong..

Who understands me..? Who willing to take the time to think about me..

after all this time.. I started to think why i need someone beside me.. 

I'm sorry for all the things that i have done.. If there's a chance to turn back time, it's better if you never meet me..

I caused you so much pain and suffering.. if wishes are true, I wish to all the pain comes to me..

I'm sorry for loving you, I'm sorry for holding you, I'm sorry for being your friend..

but.. it's really ok.. you dont need to keep this in your heart..

you just lose 1 friend.. but I lost my only friend..